kamp krusty! =]

2006-08-22T02:07:00.000-07:00

msn - appearing offs
song - nothing
status - pissed abt music box! --'

omg .. where can i begin ?! wheres .. i woke up at 5 am to get ready for camp; got up ate
breakfast .. changed for camp and went tuu school. It was so cold .. i was waiting&&waiting den i saw anna! we played with my blueISH white dolphin ball .. now its friggen dirty! ==' we waited for one HOUR! .. den teachers mark the road && we're on the bus to go! on the bus i sat with catriona and sarah. we did nothing but mostly talked about alan (lil some - some) .. bcos catriona&alan were .. liek together. den the teachers put the simpons but the tv got disconected so yer .. in the middle of nowhere! catriona did braids for me .. it was hot! den after 5 hours we were there! CANBERRA! first we got a tour around the electoral educational centre. then we went to the dinosaur museum & ate lunch; afetr that we had the tour in the dinosaur museum. i was liek taking loads of pictures! SNAP SNAP*; den we went to the gift shop && i bought was a blue bubble blower! ==' i was saving money for other shops! LMAOS! den we went to questacon! OMFG .. questacon was the fucking BEST! all dese free rides ... i went on the earthquake house .. roller coaster thing .. i was about to do the slide thing .. but fucking hell .. it was liek 15 metres high! T_T"
den we went to the sourvenir shop! i bought a finger light thingy && a hidious eyeball - BALL! i saw this music box .. thoguth it was crap so didn't buy it! den back to the bus to our MOTEL! catriona &&sarah bought the music box; i listened to it && i was leik i fucking want one now! Im still thinking abt it! i want one so badly! plus i got a moove ice coffee! =9 wen we got to our motel we went in tuu our rooms. in our room we had, me,anna,lindaS,rachael,sirina,susanne&&judy! we torked shit for a while den went out for dinner! at dinner we ate chicken with pea&&corn! yummeee! got dessert afterwards! YUMEEEE AGAIN! den after dinner we went to telstra tower for a night viewing! it was so up high above .. alan was dere .. && cxatriona was liek should i say hi?! so instaed .. i took a foto of HIm for cat .. it was mongolated .. got a pik for raz of ryan as well! (she lieks ryan) hes liek so eew int he foto! =O den after all that shit was finish; we went bak on the bus to our motel rooms again! alan was sitting right nxt to us on the other side. and catriona was liek omg! omg! omg! i wanted demt o talk so i folowed my instinct! i chucked a glowstick at ryan&&alan! bwahahah! den dey gave it bak! omg .. catriona was liek! natalie! yd u do that for?! afetr that we went bak tuu our rooms! we were having a feast in our room .. probab;y the same as the others room .. we stored the junk in the fridge. den the teachers went to evyroom tuu check up. went they went tuu ours they saw the packet of chips on top of the fridge .. so dey opened the fridge && saw the whole junk! they were liek OMG! den dey went.we had JUNK food! YIPEE!! we played murder in the dark first! some scary shit that was! den the feast bagan .. ate junk of course! den strated tuu talk .. we already had shower jst before playing murder in the dark! den it was lights out! we were sleeping on the floor den sirina got choked on her lolly! it wa stk dere! ==' we had tuu went to the teachers room to tell ..

wait .. so much tuu rite .. i'll continue maybe tomollows?? wells .. latarsh! xOx

a poem for me & him

2006-08-19T20:20:00.000-07:00

baby; im still sitting here alone in my room ..
not undertsanding why we never went through.
i lie here on my bed, where i used to dwell
u infatuated me, i thought i knew u so well..
for a love i felt ever so strongg
i dnt understand why it went all wrong ..
no contact coming out of your mouth anymore ..
my heart is starting tu pour out & drop on the floor ..
baby; i wanted you tu hold me down ..
ii really wanted to see you around
but its just how i keep getting forbidded
fuck this love; its fucking been restricted!
don`t undertsand why you dnt show affectionn ..
its just i only see REJECTION.
having jst half a heart; isnt enough ..
living this world alone, its just too tough.
baby; just seal my pain & stand by me.
.. cos now im breaking free ..
baby; now its too late..
u had made me wait ..
when wuld u be real ?
this love is jst a game u feel
i`d always imagined u flying me through starry nights ..
ii never want this moment tu fade away, it was such a nice sight.
a picture of u&me didnt seem tu wash on the colours ..
meaning ill live alone; just a lonley girl in this gray world.
one day; ill be reminescing the first day u called me an angel ..
that was flying low on the ground .. & that i probably fell ..
from heaven ..
every night; ill be whispering your name..
but baby; it wouldnt be the same ..
the chance had slipped away & now its gone ..
now its my turn, im gonna move on ..
ii wish we`d never met.yes baby; this is my regret.

oh DEAR GOD ! ii hate the word; REJECTION !!! T____T'' lols! please RATE MY POEM OUT OF 10 in my cbox =]

Patiently Waiting

kamp krusty! =]

a poem for me & him